FEMME

live &forget.

the greatest thing
you ll ever learn
is just to love
and be loved
in return

The Moulin Rouge.

This Story Is About Truth
This Story Is About Beauty
This Story Is About Freedom
Above All Things This Story Is About Love
Truth - Beauty - Freedom - Love

HISTORY
January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006

NOISE
When will I begin to live again?
One day I'll fly away... leave all this to yesterday.
Why live life from dream to dream,
and dread the day when dreaming ends.

-nicole kidman in moulin rouge

CREDITS
she made this skin and she wants you to use it, her name is jessica or jessicaa and she wants you to leave the credits here! pictures are take from here. hopefully, you will like this skin and is able to appreciate it:D



Sunday, September 10, 2006 Y 9


the pot in our favourite hangout
i love steamboats.
they remind me of sweet reunions/get-togethers of sorts

they are family(:
not hi-bye acquaintances. just people IN my life,
people who make me laugh so hard that i ll forget all the blues.
lovess :DDDD

the sleepover wasn t exactly super productive or anything...
but i didnt regret it one bit.
we talked about many things, till the wee hours.
i miss seeing them in school,
miss hearing their voices and miss all our sarcasm and laughters.
sighhs totally irreplaceable ... not even them can take the place of any bud in this gang
ughhhsss YOUS ARE MISSED:(

oohhh finally hit the books at 2.30am. hahahas a far cry from our initial 12am aim.
and i MUGGED TILL 6am!(:(:
lousy pok yf and yl slept like logs while the others were hardcore gaming -.-
boohooo i slept for only four to five hours =x
but still, ahhhs im so proud of myself((:

they made forever easy again. i believe(:
i want to go hong kong with you, you, you and you and and and ... youS!

hang in there dude...
i m always a phonecall away.

ANYWAY RANDOM-NESS

heee we cut our hairs!

yesss... we snapped it off 07sept06/thurs.
its short =.=

4:35 PM lets leave this to chance

Friday, September 08, 2006 Y 2

its scary how people can be so complicated and messy
i was shocked yet again today =/

today was nice(:
mug ball currywork

its falling apart. the gap s widening.
i don t quite care anymore.
i carn seem to laugh with you from my heart.

for the first time, i told somebody about it.

randoms.
i wanna hug you vic!
ahhhss the friend who bears with the swings (:
i love you((:

11:46 PM lets leave this to chance


woahss 5am already, yet i havent slept a wink =.=
carn believe i took like five friggin hours to write my notes, sort all the crap, read some tutorials...
and the best part is im not done with chemistry YET.
way to go man... i deserve a good spanking,
for being so inefficient and SLOW -.-

wonder how i ll survive through the next day today with so little sleep:(
ughhhh i shall go lie on my bed now.
BYEBYE

5:24 AM lets leave this to chance

Thursday, September 07, 2006 Y 2

 
 
 

the tall, the thin and the short.
we mug, we shop, we slack and we indulge.
cheers to weird sizes(:

been drinkin caffine three days straight.
i think im addicted to coffeebean &starbucks;
they re like the ideal places to mug happily,
town is attractive too.
ooohhhh i hope sat comes quickly,
so we can date our books tgt again(:(:

heeee gotta go.
need to sort out all the questions for chem consultation tml...
ahhhh x_X Posted by Picasa

11:53 PM lets leave this to chance


yawns*
im turning in.
please let me dream of beautiful things, people and aliens(:
each day, i pray for a miracle.

yeahs i posted four entries in one day,
of which, three were within 5 hours.
wow.
the day must have sucked real bad.

1:07 AM lets leave this to chance

Wednesday, September 06, 2006 Y 3

why is it always that the people whom you wish so hard to keep by your side never stays
and those whom you didn t quite care in the past never leaves you behind.
they cared ,
but i failed to see.

i saw your name...
and i thought,
what happened?
i tried so hard,
and its tough doing this alone.
your day, its nearing.
im tired already,
this frustration inside... mounting way beyond me.


i realised how much those words had affected me since last week,
they re makin me think...
offering me a different perspective into the little things in life.
perhaps all this while, my happiness was merely a delusion;
because deep down, my loyalty still lies with youS.

11:06 PM lets leave this to chance


ahhhhhh dear alamak, please dont be angry:(
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
nonoooo i should put it this way, please scream in our faces when you're angry.
we know you're not ok so stop pretending you are!
blehsss silence kills

today we were v bad girls.
we made her wait for Vlong =x
somehow i remember us playing all that stupid games in school,
and i want to tell you SORRY
cos i ve been a very lousy friend these four years indeed.

it is because today that it struck me how terrible i am in keeping up with all my friendships.

9:54 PM lets leave this to chance


everyday there s bound to be some smart alec at some corner of the globe saying this,
"ignorance is bliss..."
and boy, they really mean it.

no doubt there is more than meets the eye,
but still, curiosity killed the cat;
knowing more simply puts a fullstop to all that innocence.



OK... time to hit on my sexy chemistry.
/i<3myBOOKS. SHOOOOO!


like the way how your sweet nothings made me bleed
and i didn t dare believe anymore.
fate fell short, too bad.

12:44 AM lets leave this to chance

Saturday, September 02, 2006 Y 3

i thought i'd seen worse,
but apparently i guess not.

oh... no... it isn t the end of the world
im just a little shocked, that s all.
ok, make that VERY.

ahhh but still, there s always two sides to a coin.
believe that there s more good than bad(:
since nobody s born perfect anyway.

i think aging makes me mild and emo .
carn seem to work that tinge of sarcasm as easily now.
i remember i was more bitchy and mean in the past
but now... i actually have to think for quite a while before i can spit some decent crap
ahhhh, im growing old:(

today was good.
yesterday was good too(:
two:D outings are always nice and cosy, whether there s loads of people or not.
somehow, we are this bunch of weirdos that landed in the same class .
heee curly hair said weirdos make life beautiful(:
i must have been a bliss to everyone then since im so screwed weird
i realised i ve grown a recent fetish for BAOS
i ate ONExiao long mao. and boy, i still in love with that memory(((:

ahhhss to-dos:
chem bonding
differntial eq
wr :(

maybe i should start reading my history notes on a daily basis.
now that its my h1 subject, it may well flunk me.
and THATS quite an alarming prospect.

anywayss,
i had another wild dream this week(:
heeee i love dreaming the wildest dreamsss in the universe and i like to imagine scenes that are totally out of this world;
scenes that are mismatches to our everyday mundane lives.
it makes me laugh.
hahas im not ashamed of it ok... it keeps me happy(:
won t it be nice to live in willy wonka land?
there s no goodlookin people in there,
but at least... your table s made of the world's best chocolate.
you can eat it when aliens take over our world (:

10:08 PM lets leave this to chance

Friday, September 01, 2006 Y 4


spell J-O-Y!
lovesss is in the air(:(:

yesterday was one of the best days of 2006
oh yeahhs , the canoeists took loads of pretty photos in our sec sch uniforms.
and they laughed at me for being toot -.-
TSK I LIKE BEING A NURSE OK... HAHAS I SAVE LIVES!(:
the team made v pretty cards for the teachers and we gave mry a healthy fruit cake(:
happy teacher's day!
THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SACRIFICES! *salutes
(i ll post the photos as soon as i collate them)

went back to alma mater after the teacher's day celebrations.
saw loads of familiar facess... home sweet home totally.
snap snap snap.. gonna remember the day as it is with all the BIGsmiles on our faces!
visited the teachers- l2m, vjay blah blah blahs
lols but they werent the MAIN point anyways =PpPp

AND WE WAITED FOR THE CAKE.
THE BEAUTIFUL AND DELICIOUS CAKE BAKED BY TALENTED BAKER CUM BESTFRIEND#1 ....
CHAN YANZHI!

woahhsss she took a cab lahs!
and arrived with BESTFRIEND#2 FAVOURITE CHOCOLATE CAKE!
hhaahs and THECOMPANY gathered at the canteen, awaiting that special moment(:
so i called THEFRIENDS and they led a unsuspecting BESTFRIEND#2 down to the canteen..
then.... SURPRISE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHIEHYIN... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! (geez, i carn remember if we sang the chinese version =x but nvm)

hahaasss we captured her first reaction on the camera!
ahhhh her face was so red =p
lolsss so she cut the cake, we ate the cake and we took photosss again!(:(:
oh ohhh we presented her the gifts too(: the girls gave her a pretty necklace and YANZHI &ME ME ME! a collage!
i hope she was SURPRISED(:



MISSION ACCOMPLISHED :DDDD
with special thanks to THECOMPANY: s304:D, THEFRIENDS: 4b, BESTFRIEND#1:yanzhi(: , MYSELF: ehss at least i was supporting actress(: and finally BESTFRIEND#2:chieh yin FOR BEING THE BEST FEMALE LEAD OF THE YEAR!


thank you for being you in this 4 yearss
thank you for being there rain or shine, 24/7
thank you for listening all these years
thank you for for being THE ONE AND ONLY best friend:DDD






happy seventeen birthday. i hope you had fun yesterday(:
ahhh and im so sorry we are not hanging out today x_X

ok, so after this super celebration in sch,
rong, simna, yf, gab, nat, sw, yl and ME! lols went habourfront to eat, catch up and gossip. HEHEHEE
gahhss i think we spent like 3-4h there?
talking rubbish whiles time away. lols
then we went TOWN to WINDOWshop!(:
we <3 the escalators with mirrors(:(:
ahhh yf and me are DEPRIVED.
we don t own anythin from MANGO, TOPSHOP, FOREVER21, LEVI etc :( lols
then then we took neos at cine.
then then then we took a bus to MARINASQUARE! cos we were thinking of going esplandade to eat and TALK again.
BUT we decided to stay at the mall and have our dinner at the balcony of the KOPITIAM , which was overlookin esplanade(:
so we were somesort AT esplanade.
after dinner which stretched till like 9-10 plus, we went RAFFLES CITY STARBUCKS.
then we drank drank and DRANK till we stop drinking and went home .fullstop


you know what?
with your FAVOURITE COMPANY, ANYTHING even simple to-dos like lagging makes you HAPPY.
ooohhh im on cloud no.9 , baby!

im so thankful that all of them are in nj, REALLY(:
(ok, maybe some of them are not. BUT most of them are(:)


heee off to twoD outing later.
life is GOOD.

1:02 PM lets leave this to chance