29MARCH06
utter disappointment.
im so disgusted with myself =/
carn focus . carn balence . carn think .
what the hell was i doing down there

dont live in the shadows of the past.
MOVE ON and FORWARD!
everyday's a fresh start.
hahas asian pacific breweries have great tarvans(: i love the place totally!
went jj to watch soccer after the archaeology talk.
nj lost 1-0 to jj :(
as long as the last whistle doesnt blow, play on... dont lose faith. play for the team(:
you guys can do it(:

nothing fits into place.
life isnt going too smoothly.
i dont feel too close to you, him, her, them, everybody
haven been laffing much recently. i miss the old times, badly.
im not even looking forward to the games anymore.
im not happy at all.

besties yesterday, today, tomorrow.
no, make that forever(:

ohh yay! we managed to squeeze out time &hangout yesterday!(:
it feelss good totally. hahas as usual, we had a hard time deciding on a place to eat.
lols and we almost went up the wrong escalator! (tsk only yin will know *winks)
lalallass though our outin lasted for a SHORTafternoon, i had a great time(:
im so in love with my bestestPIG!=PpPp

hahahas tsktskz where on earth is yanzhi?!
oh goshh, i miss you too!:(

anyways im back from the western etiquette course held at shatec... which is like right infront of my block lols(: in literal terms, a stone's throw away!
the food was lip-smacking... yummyss.
hahas kinda reminded me of our prom's menu.
ahhhhh, its 2 hours more till the start of trg. im gonna catch up on my sleep... probably taking a quick 1hour nap or somethin.
goodnight!(:

lalalalas. crazy friends. perfect company :DDD

blahhsss this is a veryLATE post.
18-19 MARCH06
MR-500

team·work n.
-Cooperative effort by the members of a group or team to achieve a common goal.

teamwork isnt about individuals relying on a strong team, but a group of people wantingDYING to contribute their utmost to the team.
and in a dragonboat, the aim is to pull harder than anyone else in the boat.
that makes a fighter boat, a formidable force.

we gave our all.
with no prior experience or DBtrgs,
all we had was the passion and desire.
we may not have won every single race but all of us put up a good fight.
we rowed with our hearts,
for the people in the boat
and for the team.

"the passion; the grit; and a whole lot of heart"
-hui jun
and for that simple reason, i say we are all champions at heart(:
njcanoeing. i love this team(:

t2 race was a nightmare.
the direction was horrible.
all i remember was whacking madly in the water
couldnt feel my arms during the race.
500m never seemed so long before.
my heart sank when she replied you didnt pull AT ALL.
was on the verge of tears upon hearing that.
suddenly, i just feel so lousy and useless.
we got in the finals though but were trashed the next day.
i didnt utter a single word when we made our way back.
deep inside, there was this frustration and emptiness and i hate myself for being so incompetant.
all this time, everything around me seemed smothering/suffocating, as though a black hole was closing on me.
i needed a good cry badly, to let all that tears flow.
thanks those who were there with me(:
im ready to take on all bullshit that come my way(: bring it on.

we got 1st for women's tertiary. well done team(:
and for the women's open, we lost to nus and came in 2nd.
oh wells, it was such an uber close race.


thurs: met up with jo&jz.
hahahas im so in love with the girls.
gahhh they joined ac canoe.
it feels so weird seein them in another school, racing for another team.
sighhs. sometimes life can be so unfair.

sat: stj!
woshhh. s19 rockk da house again,
this time at hsiu tze hse(:
oh yeahh baby. we are cool.

its 0100
ooohhhh im sleepyy already
tata people! rest well(:

quick weekly update !
mon: went back rv for candlelight night(:
i love my squad.
"no more rvnp personnal" --> BULLSHIT.
we spent 4years slogging in that damn cca, and all that we get in return is this crapp.
if not for the people, i would have quit the cca long ago.
s304. im glad that it happened though things arent much the same anymore.
my lifesupport always (:

BAD NEWS!
ohgosh! the whole s19 is displaced from 19!
this is real bad. suddenly, all of us are in different classes.
im in s22. although the people there are great and friendly, the feeling's still weird.
im gonna miss our class bench :(
on a brighter note, since the whole class is displaced, we dont have to worry bout having new people in s19 and them joinin our class outings (:
so we are still PAE S19! wheeees! :D
oh anyway, HELLO WINNI, MY NEW CLASSMATE!

tue: canoe camp(:
took k2 with mryong. woahhs, did sprints.
i suck pretty much at direction .
ball games were hell. glad that we made it through(:
met up with 2d after camp and we went WCP!
lolss i still carn believe we went there just to climb pyramids and play the playgrds!
and guess the venue for our next outing. BUKIT TIMAH HILL!
geeezz, we've really ran out of venues.

wed: canoe trg & j1&ips outing!
it was fun(:(:
victoria's secret isnt so secret anymore . hushh hushs =PpPp
lalas hope there are more outings to come (:

thurs: last day of canoe camp :(
took k2 with huiyin(a super senior). she's so cool. taught me lotsa new stuff(: we did sprints again and this time round, i could really feel the resistance (:
not that i couldnt in the past, but on thurs i felt myself pulling harder than before (2 previous trgs). guess im making improvements as time passed (:(:
all the way girl! give your very best every single trg! be a fighter (:
hahas the camp was a great experience &im glad i survived it :D

The key to success is 100% heart & 100% brain.
Underdogs can win if they hold on to their dreams and success will come their ways if they believe in it.
Play as a team and play unselfishly

fri AKA TODAY:
i woke up feeling all sore& aching.
lols pain is good (: it makes me stronger!
WOSHH winners dont quit. quitters dont win. (quoted paul's msn)
s19 rocked ECP!
hahass i loveee everybody! lookin forward to 19th!
oh mann. can i not change class?

MR-500 tml (:
im so excited. its gonna be my first dragonboat races.
lols and my first time being the drummer for a race.
oh goshh. im so clueless to what i should do.
GO NJ! we can do this together! (:(:

"Take one day at a time... live, love & laugh... be strong, be you... BREATHE."
- extreme makeover: home edition.

snap away! snap those memories! capture the prettysmiles!
'm a camwhore, so sue me.
always in my heart(:

s304 (:lifesupport RV13MARCH06

j1canoeists TOWN15MARCH06 (:

destiny. my <3 WESTCOAST14MARCH06


pokey cake! (: happy 18th liyana!



so SCANDALOUS =PpPp happy 17th mark & qianzhi!





06s19 . 3mths .OURSTORY(:


'm sticking to youFOREVER, best friend! :D


NJC IS <3. thankyou

i miss jo& qianzhi.
rahhhhhs. the school is so mean! >.<
jo:
i have so much to tell you and i have absolutely no idea where to start.
oh goshh, 3mths felt like magic.
og27 came so naturally.
hahas how we became so VERYGOOD friends, i haven a single clue.
it was simply perfectCHEMISTRY i guess (:(:
i miss seeing you everyday with your goofy smile.
i miss hearing you gabbling on and on bout sophie.
i miss gossiping and giggling with you.
i miss seeing you blush like some bashful schgirl.
i miss hanging out with you.
i miss all our heartx talks that could stretch all day and night.


AHHHHHHH. I MISS YOU :(

come back/meet up often kayys and promise me you'll be just as happy in ac(:

qianzhi:
lols never tot i found someone so similiar as me, experiencing so many contradicting and scary emotions day and night.
only knew you this year though we were in the same sch. didnt even talk in the past and poof! we are like two peas in a pod now. ironic huh..
haH its amazing how 2 absolute strangers can turn into such great friends in the hands of fate.
i like talking with you, particularly those longg heartx talks.
you never fail to make my day with your "metal" smiles and sense of humor (:(:
i miss listening to your stories and all the fun-filled facts at the back of your head.
lols i miss stopping you from eatin chicken rice.
canoe was so uber fun with you . we were the duo newbies always together hand in hand (:
we had so much fun. we got lost going to ac. we laff at ourselves. we laff at people. weYOU ogled at pretty girls. hahas i wanna go your house bake cookies!
i want you back!

sigh. i feel as though i lost twolimbs.
im CRIPPLED, totally.

413A my tag:D

legs&paddles tee was cool (:
tot i didnt do my very best for the running part =/
could really feel the adrenaline rushing thru me... but ermmm... pacing was important (:
sj was in so much pain that i didnt think i should just left her behind.
pain is inevitable and im glad that we made it thru as a team (:
yeah girl, you did a great job in overcomin ur pain! (:(:
oh well, there's always another time i guess.

but i somewhat regretted my move.
cos corrine&i were bad in the canoe part.
we ought to have a headstart by finishing the run earlier so the two of us wouldnt lagg so much later =S
but still, gahhhhh! NVM its OVER.
oh , corrine ran the wrong route to suntec LOLS. she's so blur.
its okayy dear... dont be too upset kayys. we learn from our mistakes (:(:

hahas canoe was veryBAD. lols we had BIGproblems with our directions.
our boat was like goin zig-zag all the time and we had to telemark cos apparently our TUGleft&right doesnt seem to be working fine =S
goshh i felt as though my left arm's gonna break off any minute on the boat.
whacked like madd but we were still goin nowhere.. uggghhhhhhhh
gonna train up on my arm power.. so weak =/ and my left arm is crapp
ohman, i feel LOUSY

met up with the DBtrials people at marina sq (:
yupps heard that they did well :DD
lalalas im so in love with njcanoeing!
everybody's so funny. we can just laff our arses off all day!
and its confirmed that the team is going Danga Bay International Games from 6th-8th April in Malaysia! (:(:
WHOOOOOPPY WHEEEEE!
hahas im so looking forward to it.

Pain and giving up is all in the mind. Endure it and you will achieve things you never knew you could.
"We must all suffer one of two things: the pain of discipline or the pain of regret or disappointment."
Jim Rohn


heart& soul.


go the distance

njcanoe.

i think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed.
gahhhh. i feel so lost.
my life is so boring!
damn.

(:(:(:
had so much fun with s19.
school ended early today.
we went serene centre's mac for lunch.
listen to lynova!
clap clap clap
2 times!
clap clap clap clap
3 times!
clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap
listen to the music!
-continues (:

hahas imsoinlovewiththebimbocheer!
"ohmygawd! i think i need a manicure!
the sun i swear is bleaching up my golden hair
red blue yellow green, what's the colour of my team?
i dont know . i dont care
i jus wanna do my hair! ^_^"

we were soHIGH. soHAPPYlaffin'ourarsesoff
how i wish it wouldnt end =/

we went ps for movie. watched date movie!
lols crappy show with no plot at all.
juss laff at the dirty jokes.
took neos and guess what,
they're (oneof)the prettiest and funniest neos i took in so many years(:

absolutely picturePERFECT *
note: oh yeah, i wrote grey for the first time today...
quotes zhikai " from a nurse to a factory worker" -.- ohWHATEVER!

LIFEHOUSE- YOU&ME
What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

HELLO EVERYBODY!
hahas im here again!
yupps didnt manage to upload any photos cos my comp is so super dee screwed.
blehsss oh whatever!
yupps myhappy3mths has officially ended on 3march06.
everybody's leaving nj *sighh
all my bestest friends in school are GOING AWAY!
ughhhh. like what the TOOOOOTTT
it was such a sad day yest
and today was just another flopp.
2 days full of tears and heartache
only half of s19 is stayin,
joanne's posted to ac
___ is in such a mess now.
ohmann i'll miss so many people :(

had class dinner tday .
im so overwhelmed with emotions now.
all i can say is iLOVEs19!
remember our dates kayys ppl (:(:
our monthly 19th outings!
partings are such sweet sorrow.

kinda in a state of confusion now.
im afraid im losin' it
so much bitching, so much anger
im freaked out, like totally.
so afraid that i carn catch up in time.






thankgodyastaying

stick together. staySTRONG (: