dearest dee left us a msg(:(:
here goes:
FOR MY DEAR J1 GIRLS TEAM:

dearest girls,
i know tomorrow's gonna be the first time most of you are racing
and the butterflies and the jittery feelings are bound to be there
remember: there's a first to everything
dont fear
because fear is self-created and very very destructive!
instead,have faith in yourself & your partner
all those trainings
they boil down to the few minutes tomorrow
(: its gonna be really exciting
your FIRST race! (:
make it rock.
its within your control
stay focused
just whack
remember when you're tired, your partner is tired too
you pull for her
you pull for njcanoeing
you're stronger than you think you are
we can never find our true limits.
i really wish i could race
that gushing adrenaline rush
the fast pumping heart
i miss it really much
but its okay, i shall keep them for nationals!
where i can row with you all (:
as a team!
treasure this race okay?
row your hearts out
pain is temporary but the scar of regret is permanent.
you'll never want to regret
right?
(:
yup just wanna say i'll be behind you girls
always & forever
all the best girls
sleep early!
i love you all
xoxo
deniece


thanks hot(: love you. get well soon yeahh... we're looking forward to your big bang(:
yuppss... tomorrow's the day =x
focus is the key. beat yourself, give your 107% and leave no regrets.
we can do this together girls(:

heart &soul. go the distance
i know faith will take us far.

p.s i have the bestest mommy(:(:

note:
rahhhs you make me wanna roar!
where's my spanish?!
grrrrrr -.-
okayy for once, i shall be nice. good luck tml (:
kick ball. kick hard.

living space's been rather cramped lately.
my grandmother has officially moved in with us last weekend.
in case you're wondering, yuppps... its a permanent stay.
gahhsss still quite okayys with the idea but... ermss kinda have to change the way im livin in the house.
've been like switching rooms to sleep in for days =/

went marinasq with yf&yl yesterday to shop for sw present.
(: it feels good to be there again. hahas i just love the place.
'm always reminded of my uber funny kenny rodgers dinner there lols
yupps we had our dinner at imperial treasure la mian xiao long bao x)
luckily we were all broke or we'll probably end up in kenny rodgers which is like a superbig NONO. gotta watch my diet closely now.
hahas and we went esplanade rooftop(:(:
beautiful scenery totally.
love the people to bits.
really enjoyed talking to them(: felt like the old times again.
thankss yf(: you must also jiayou kayyss. believe in yourself and you'll shine x)
(lols okayys... i know that line is uber familiar. it became somewhat of a pet line already hahahas)

had K2 outing today at town(:
lolss spent ages eating and just talking at lido 5th level benches.
was quite interesting i guess(: hahahas and we took neos!
lalalaalas finally, memories captured on paper!
wheeeeeeeee (:

ermsss... feelin really realllly nervous now,
all that jitters and butterflies in me.
almost 24 hours to the competition.
i dont know why but it feels like d-day to me.
im worried about my balence... it gets worse each day:(
and i get so insecure and unconfident about myelf with every passing trg.
ohmansss i feel like crap. ughhhh .
i really shouldnt think so much now... shld focus on what i want and how am i going to achieve it.

i have only one shot and im gonna make it fly(:

YES I CAN AND I WILL GIVE MY VERY BEST!
WHACK, MAINTAIN, BALENCE! TWIST, PULL, KICK!

oh yeahhhh. i ought to meditate. it should calm my nerves.
breathe... girl... B R E A T H E
what doesn't break you,

makes you (stronger).

faith will keep me going .

/edit PHOTObooth;

PON-TANG PW 4MAY06 ADVENTURE @BALCONY

woahsss BREAKDANCEE ! x)


in love w my bag totally (:

spastic elmo& bernie

sometimes i just want to be a l o n e .

4INSAINTX 4MAY06 @JEC. home sweet home(:(:






blessed with all the wonderful people in the world(:
i saw another rainbow in school today(:(:
things are finally /edit looking upNOT,
f a i th. happin ess. lo v ed
:D:D:D

there is perfection in our imperfections
when strengths developed from flaws.

nothin is pure. not even the heart
dont talk to me bout problems

gahhhss random stuff that struck me deeply.

whoopeee!(:
the funtasia food production team did our first round of food-tastin today!
hahaas was quite a short session but we did lots(:
rahhhhssss cooking is so fun.
06s22 will be selling pasta on 20th may! mus support okayys (:
give your taste buds a treat, people! :DDD 100% satisfaction guaranteed.

rocked town in the afternoon.







uber madness @Galilee & Friends !

hahas shy shy*

RAWRRRRRR FLASHER ALERT!

gahhhss. all time favourite(:

yays. we'll probably be rocking sg nightlife soon(:
im thrilled, totally(: