FEMME

live &forget.

the greatest thing
you ll ever learn
is just to love
and be loved
in return
The Moulin Rouge.

This Story Is About Truth
This Story Is About Beauty
This Story Is About Freedom
Above All Things This Story Is About Love
Truth - Beauty - Freedom - Love

HISTORY
January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006

NOISE
When will I begin to live again?
One day I'll fly away... leave all this to yesterday.
Why live life from dream to dream,
and dread the day when dreaming ends.

-nicole kidman in moulin rouge

CREDITS
she made this skin and she wants you to use it, her name is jessica or jessicaa and she wants you to leave the credits here! pictures are take from here. hopefully, you will like this skin and is able to appreciate it:D



Saturday, July 01, 2006 Y

it hurts so badly
damn. i feel so weak
i hate the way i am recently.
where did all that drive and desire go to?
get a grip, girl... you haven much time left.

different realities.
our paths crossed,
yet i loathed.
sorry






my mind whirls.the scenes of yesterday unreeled in a movie without sound. i struggled, i tried, to unsnarl from this sticky mess, to break my fall amidst this madness. i grappled with the memories. the pain of forgetting all, do you understand?
...
flung across far and beyond, i sank deeper into nothingness. yet i still remember. dont feed me with all your fairytale poison. whoever said time heals all wounds lied. i believed that shit but look at where im heading now...

all i wanted was to tear away from those screaming emotions. the end of nothing . the fullstop to an empty page. where was the chapter? it was never written...

after so long, im still brooding over it. this fucking has to stop. why is it so friggin difficult to even erase one bit of what we shared? i hate you to the core, really
for making me once believe that we'll work out, then taking away everything, almost every part of me. for making me feel like a fool at the end of it
fuck, why was i so stupid.

10:31 PM lets leave this to chance