FEMME

live &forget.

the greatest thing
you ll ever learn
is just to love
and be loved
in return
The Moulin Rouge.

This Story Is About Truth
This Story Is About Beauty
This Story Is About Freedom
Above All Things This Story Is About Love
Truth - Beauty - Freedom - Love

HISTORY
January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006

NOISE
When will I begin to live again?
One day I'll fly away... leave all this to yesterday.
Why live life from dream to dream,
and dread the day when dreaming ends.

-nicole kidman in moulin rouge

CREDITS
she made this skin and she wants you to use it, her name is jessica or jessicaa and she wants you to leave the credits here! pictures are take from here. hopefully, you will like this skin and is able to appreciate it:D



Sunday, July 09, 2006 Y

to hell with pain,
bring it on.

three more days to nats.
myong said yesterday: if you're afraid and worried, DONT ever go down to race.
ermms i need meditation.

one heart . one soul . one boat
i want to give my best,
for that one chance.
push. endure. fight
for you me us them

i found renewed longing and want today.
yes, this is it.
i can feel the desire building up again(:
thankyou



its funny how some people can be so darn right about certain things.
someone hit a raw nerve yesterday.
although i laughed it off, i couldn't much lie to myself that the someone's words triggered some unwanted memories and affirmed my insecurity.
i tried very hard to not let my fears surface and to convince myself that its ok and i will stand strong ultimately.
but self- denial isnt exactly the most comforting thing to do.
now and then, i'll think about it and then run away from reality again.
its a vicious cycle that im trapped in,
and i don't like it one bit.

i spent two hours reading in the library yesterday evening.
i've been doing many things alone lately.
used to be negative and disgusted at this idea but i seemed to love it nowadays.
perhaps, im finally growing up
or maybe i've gotten too used to it already.

i like to be by myself

6:33 PM lets leave this to chance