blahhsss this is a veryLATE post.
18-19 MARCH06
MR-500

team·work n.
-Cooperative effort by the members of a group or team to achieve a common goal.

teamwork isnt about individuals relying on a strong team, but a group of people wantingDYING to contribute their utmost to the team.
and in a dragonboat, the aim is to pull harder than anyone else in the boat.
that makes a fighter boat, a formidable force.

we gave our all.
with no prior experience or DBtrgs,
all we had was the passion and desire.
we may not have won every single race but all of us put up a good fight.
we rowed with our hearts,
for the people in the boat
and for the team.

"the passion; the grit; and a whole lot of heart"
-hui jun
and for that simple reason, i say we are all champions at heart(:
njcanoeing. i love this team(:

t2 race was a nightmare.
the direction was horrible.
all i remember was whacking madly in the water
couldnt feel my arms during the race.
500m never seemed so long before.
my heart sank when she replied you didnt pull AT ALL.
was on the verge of tears upon hearing that.
suddenly, i just feel so lousy and useless.
we got in the finals though but were trashed the next day.
i didnt utter a single word when we made our way back.
deep inside, there was this frustration and emptiness and i hate myself for being so incompetant.
all this time, everything around me seemed smothering/suffocating, as though a black hole was closing on me.
i needed a good cry badly, to let all that tears flow.
thanks those who were there with me(:
im ready to take on all bullshit that come my way(: bring it on.

we got 1st for women's tertiary. well done team(:
and for the women's open, we lost to nus and came in 2nd.
oh wells, it was such an uber close race.


thurs: met up with jo&jz.
hahahas im so in love with the girls.
gahhh they joined ac canoe.
it feels so weird seein them in another school, racing for another team.
sighhs. sometimes life can be so unfair.

sat: stj!
woshhh. s19 rockk da house again,
this time at hsiu tze hse(:
oh yeahh baby. we are cool.

its 0100
ooohhhh im sleepyy already
tata people! rest well(: