FEMME

live &forget.

the greatest thing
you ll ever learn
is just to love
and be loved
in return

The Moulin Rouge.

This Story Is About Truth
This Story Is About Beauty
This Story Is About Freedom
Above All Things This Story Is About Love
Truth - Beauty - Freedom - Love

HISTORY
January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006

NOISE
When will I begin to live again?
One day I'll fly away... leave all this to yesterday.
Why live life from dream to dream,
and dread the day when dreaming ends.

-nicole kidman in moulin rouge

CREDITS
she made this skin and she wants you to use it, her name is jessica or jessicaa and she wants you to leave the credits here! pictures are take from here. hopefully, you will like this skin and is able to appreciate it:D



Friday, October 27, 2006 Y 4

MOVED


i know i ll find that pot of gold(:

*edited. come talk to me if you want the url. i decided its gonna be very personal x)

12:02 AM lets leave this to chance

Thursday, October 19, 2006 Y 1

been wanting to post this for very long and today i couldn't resist the urge anymore.

i have a wish.
and tomorrow, i hope it'll come true.

hai im feelin emo again:(

10:38 PM lets leave this to chance

Sunday, October 08, 2006 Y 2

fuck yourself and go to hell.
im closin down this blog for good,
will be going somewhere else.
goodbye

2:10 PM lets leave this to chance

Sunday, September 10, 2006 Y 9


the pot in our favourite hangout
i love steamboats.
they remind me of sweet reunions/get-togethers of sorts

they are family(:
not hi-bye acquaintances. just people IN my life,
people who make me laugh so hard that i ll forget all the blues.
lovess :DDDD

the sleepover wasn t exactly super productive or anything...
but i didnt regret it one bit.
we talked about many things, till the wee hours.
i miss seeing them in school,
miss hearing their voices and miss all our sarcasm and laughters.
sighhs totally irreplaceable ... not even them can take the place of any bud in this gang
ughhhsss YOUS ARE MISSED:(

oohhh finally hit the books at 2.30am. hahahas a far cry from our initial 12am aim.
and i MUGGED TILL 6am!(:(:
lousy pok yf and yl slept like logs while the others were hardcore gaming -.-
boohooo i slept for only four to five hours =x
but still, ahhhs im so proud of myself((:

they made forever easy again. i believe(:
i want to go hong kong with you, you, you and you and and and ... youS!

hang in there dude...
i m always a phonecall away.

ANYWAY RANDOM-NESS

heee we cut our hairs!

yesss... we snapped it off 07sept06/thurs.
its short =.=

4:35 PM lets leave this to chance

Friday, September 08, 2006 Y 2

its scary how people can be so complicated and messy
i was shocked yet again today =/

today was nice(:
mug ball currywork

its falling apart. the gap s widening.
i don t quite care anymore.
i carn seem to laugh with you from my heart.

for the first time, i told somebody about it.

randoms.
i wanna hug you vic!
ahhhss the friend who bears with the swings (:
i love you((:

11:46 PM lets leave this to chance


woahss 5am already, yet i havent slept a wink =.=
carn believe i took like five friggin hours to write my notes, sort all the crap, read some tutorials...
and the best part is im not done with chemistry YET.
way to go man... i deserve a good spanking,
for being so inefficient and SLOW -.-

wonder how i ll survive through the next day today with so little sleep:(
ughhhh i shall go lie on my bed now.
BYEBYE

5:24 AM lets leave this to chance

Thursday, September 07, 2006 Y 2

 
 
 

the tall, the thin and the short.
we mug, we shop, we slack and we indulge.
cheers to weird sizes(:

been drinkin caffine three days straight.
i think im addicted to coffeebean &starbucks;
they re like the ideal places to mug happily,
town is attractive too.
ooohhhh i hope sat comes quickly,
so we can date our books tgt again(:(:

heeee gotta go.
need to sort out all the questions for chem consultation tml...
ahhhh x_X Posted by Picasa

11:53 PM lets leave this to chance


yawns*
im turning in.
please let me dream of beautiful things, people and aliens(:
each day, i pray for a miracle.

yeahs i posted four entries in one day,
of which, three were within 5 hours.
wow.
the day must have sucked real bad.

1:07 AM lets leave this to chance

Wednesday, September 06, 2006 Y 3

why is it always that the people whom you wish so hard to keep by your side never stays
and those whom you didn t quite care in the past never leaves you behind.
they cared ,
but i failed to see.

i saw your name...
and i thought,
what happened?
i tried so hard,
and its tough doing this alone.
your day, its nearing.
im tired already,
this frustration inside... mounting way beyond me.


i realised how much those words had affected me since last week,
they re makin me think...
offering me a different perspective into the little things in life.
perhaps all this while, my happiness was merely a delusion;
because deep down, my loyalty still lies with youS.

11:06 PM lets leave this to chance


ahhhhhh dear alamak, please dont be angry:(
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
nonoooo i should put it this way, please scream in our faces when you're angry.
we know you're not ok so stop pretending you are!
blehsss silence kills

today we were v bad girls.
we made her wait for Vlong =x
somehow i remember us playing all that stupid games in school,
and i want to tell you SORRY
cos i ve been a very lousy friend these four years indeed.

it is because today that it struck me how terrible i am in keeping up with all my friendships.

9:54 PM lets leave this to chance


everyday there s bound to be some smart alec at some corner of the globe saying this,
"ignorance is bliss..."
and boy, they really mean it.

no doubt there is more than meets the eye,
but still, curiosity killed the cat;
knowing more simply puts a fullstop to all that innocence.



OK... time to hit on my sexy chemistry.
/i<3myBOOKS. SHOOOOO!


like the way how your sweet nothings made me bleed
and i didn t dare believe anymore.
fate fell short, too bad.

12:44 AM lets leave this to chance